I have been hiv for now 26 years I was raped when I was 17. I really dont know what it is to be normal and people I meet that are negative seem very ignorant and can't seem to get past the positive an see how wonderful woman I can be. I feel sorry for those people. check out my user name and figure it out guys. Look for a white male between the ages of 32-45 that lives close not into penpals or long distance men.